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never know I.never know by ~Kirsten-18
the words, they overtake me
grief is never all-consuming; i've yet to lose
this habit of boxing and wrapping my sorrows,
packaging them into tiny little poems -
the rest of me goes crazy though.
II.
i am
acutely aware
of how blotchy
my face becomes.
III.
i want to let go.
it never happens, or at least,
never lasts.
i want to let go
and i want you to hold me.
i am too composed for this.
IV.
easy.
oh no.
i never could.
easy
has never been an option i've taken,
most likel
seventeen ageseventeen by ~Kirsten-18
is what allows me
to pay only a dollar fifty
for the bus;
what keeps me
from going out and dancing;
creates an excuse
for me to dance all night long
in the bedroom next to mine
with a boy who isn't the one i'm with
dance, dance, my body next to his
against it, feeling the effects
of the drink i had earlier and
the pushing and pulling
and always the spinning of the room.
the spinning of my head as he touches my skin
and god it's nice to have someone
else to lead, instead of me:
the hands on my hips explaining
where to go and when to move
and telling me how good it is.
something about dancing in a dark room
to this mus
chalice by ~Kirsten-18
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"Words are things and a small drop of ink, falling like dew upon a thought, produces that which makes thousands, perhaps millions, think." Lord Byron
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Living, breathing - organic music without lyrics.
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The things you need:
1 cat
1 space suit
1 air filter
1 roll of duct tape
(some assembly required)
Tape the air filter to the space suit and have your mom wear it 24/7, then feed and play with the kitty.
Sometimes... I think I'm a genious... and then I go and fail a calculus test. Hah.
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"... a dream is never just a dream."
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lmao!
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"Words are things and a small drop of ink, falling like dew upon a thought, produces that which makes thousands, perhaps millions, think." Lord Byron
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"Words are things and a small drop of ink, falling like dew upon a thought, produces that which makes thousands, perhaps millions, think." Lord Byron
I was wondering if you'd catch that. I tried it on another friend of mine... completely went over her head.
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"... a dream is never just a dream."
mlena.net
@twitter
on facebook
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Within the darkness of my mind
I stand alone
Here I am confined
It is my broken home
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"Words are things and a small drop of ink, falling like dew upon a thought, produces that which makes thousands, perhaps millions, think." Lord Byron
such a cool design, and it's pretty cute too.
i'd say this makes a fine substitute. hehe